A Need

Dear Diary,

I am in need of verbal support recently, I hate being weak, but there is nothing else I can do about it. I miss someone, I feel this sort of missing feeling, and it drives me crazy, in a bad way.

I don't like that feeling, it makes me realize how much I need someone else for my own happiness.

The way I see it, my happiness should be based on me alone, not the presence of another being. This feeling of relying, and needing someone else is very, very, not me. I don't like it; I don't feel comfortable with it.

But I guess I'll have to live with it for a while longer,
Z